Thank you Gracious Father, for washing my slate clean and allowing a sense of peace within me—I am waiting on your plan in my life. I am so grateful that you have given me a sense of self-control in my angry moments. I thank you for forgiving me of all my sins and immature outbursts. I don’t deserve this amazing love, but because You are God of Love, I choose to follow Your ways and not my own. I have been drained of my own doing. I have failed doing it myself and no longer feel I can move forward in life without You! I need you more than ever now to show my direction. I am 5 months away from 40! And this is the number of ‘trial’- Lord, help me through this- I give my life, energy, relationships etc. to You! ALL to You! Thank you for sparing my little ‘ole life to continue doing Your works!
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And journaling begins…47 more days and I sit here in amazement that this marriage could not withstand the storms of Life. Along with trials and tribulations, we shared awesome love. Our downfalls were betrayal, trust, anger, bitterness and loss of respect for each other. God, forgive us for our immaturity and ignorance in handling these issues without You! I am a blessed woman WITH A BUNCH of issues. I’m really learning about my imperfections and how I’m willing to improve on me. There’s so much to get on track. I am blessed to have found my way back to church, where I feel at home. I feel a healing take place. I know my husband and I gave up too soon. But now the new journey begins—the NEW joy, love and peace that I anticipate. Lord, I say YES! YES! YES!
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