Reflection. Another word from God and I hear you loud and clear, Lord. For the past two months I've been to myself and remained faithful. I've had weak moments, but Lord, I repented and asked that you could forgive me. Forgive me! I try and still fail! I have learned in the past two months that 'reflection' is so important. A reflection of God is what I strive for but come short daily! Thank you for covering me daily with your Grace. I love you and want to reflect your image. Mirror you and allow the world to see the illumination! I understand everything comes from you and you only! You are my only source. I know there is no limit when it comes to your blessings. I anticipate those unexpected, and limitless blessings. I want the world to see what YOU have done in my life. I do not write or pray to you with an entitled attitude. But a truly humbled attitude
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So much to be thankful for! Church was awesome this morning and it was a Rhema word for me- "From the Mud to the Miracle". Actually brings me back to when I was 15 years old and I had a vision that was extremely real in my bedroom! And the enemy's hand was on my head and pushing me down into muddied waters, telling me 'you're mine!' As soon as he said it, a strobe-type light appeared in my room and Jesus appeared with His outstretched hand. I kept reaching for His Hand and grabbed for His hand! And then woke up with my heart racing and sweating! I must say, this analogy makes so much sense to the word given today. I was a mess and needed to see clearly, and the Lord came to my rescue at a very young age. I thanked the Lord for watching over me and protecting me and my heart. I was recently hurt , betrayed and used and asked that He cleanse my heart of all impurities, i.e. bitterness, false hopes, anger, and unforgiveness. I knew whatever stronghold I was dealing with, it was gone in Jesus' name! I am healed inside and out. I continued to ask for Him to heal those that have been hurt, betrayed or even used. I prayed that He allow me to love them without fault! During this time He opened my eyes to the gifts that I possess and showed me that one day I was going to help Heal Hearts and He was going to do the actual "healing". I asked him to help me use my mouth- just like Ecc. 3 states- 'there is a time for everything" and I wanted to be on the Heartbeat of God! There were too many outside voices involved I needed Him to move on my behalf! I then began to say this prayer....
Father, I know you have a plan for greatness for each of us- allow us to FREELY SEE and not be blinded anymore. allow us to be freed from bondage. I cry out for your unending mercies on each of us that sin. Please be with us and allow us to let you do this work in us. I will praise you and sit aside while you do your works, I will let you do it! I do not want to interfere. Tell us when to move so that we may not miss our mark this season. WE stand on your word and wait on you! In Jesus name! Your daughter, oxox The advantages of love are more than can be listed, but as I sit here and realize how much our God loves us so much—there's no comprehension. Love comes in many facets in this society, yet to God it comes in ONE form—Himself!
Love. Dependable, noncomprehending, unprecedented, non-judgmental—pure! Have you known such a love? When you have, you know it’s of God. He shares such a deep part of my being and I desire more of this entity of love. I yearn for this comfort called Love, in its purest form. God knew when He created me, how much I’d want this love of His. He knew one day, I’d ask for a piece of his Love, joy and peace! And for the first time in my short life, I can say this love is like no one can describe. Love is described as patient, kind, non-judgmental, and I’ve experienced this even with those who are unlovable or non-reciprocated. Just like our Heavenly Father—through all the rejection, hurt, and betrayal, He loved. Love is not easy. It’s not made to be easy—but pure. In its purest form, it comes from a deeper place that you didn’t even realize you had within you. It’s deeper than your own personal well of ‘feelings’. Love does more for you than any emotion to mankind. More love poured into this sick, defiled and hurting world is what is required of us! I can stand firm on how love hurts in every fashion. Why does it hurt? Yes, because we must die from ourselves. We must die of pride, anger, bitterness, hurt and discouragement. It hurts to strip ourselves to a vulnerable state. Today, I say “strip me”! I’d rather love until it hurts! I have pure hurts, betrayals; bitterness and pride that I no longer want to hold onto—but transfer it to a pure love. It does not matter how I’m perceived! Some may perceive me as weak or too sensitive. In essence, I’m stronger than anyone can truly comprehend or care to talk about, because He is Love and lives in me! My strength is not of my own. My obedience to LOVE when I don’t want to makes me stronger than you will ever know! “Will you ever love to love like me?” says the Lord. I choose to say, “YES!” How about you?💞 Wow! Changes already occurring and I see how "letting go" really benefits when we leave it all to you, Father! You have truly, truly showed me the essence of patience! I've listened to your words not even understanding what you wre preparing for my life- I'm so blessed this year of 2015!! So blessed and wonderfully at peace! It's definitely been tested and I wanted to quit, cry and pout- but, you kept telling me to "hand it over" to you! And Lord, I have! Nothing can come between you and I! I have felt your tug, pull, push and even, pick me up!! I've felt your protection over my life. I haven't done things perfectly, but sought you every time I made a mess of things! This year feels like a blessing! BIG BLESSING! I know you are setting it all up! I sense it! And I'm forever grateful that you love me so much to walk out this life fully blessed. Family, love and prosperity will be for me this year! Amazing how I can see it! I can see how blessed everyone I come into contact with will be also! This is amazing to me Lord! I've got a glimpse- and it's beautiful! Thank you! Without needing all the details, I can fully trust you and LET GO! Thank you Father- so blessed! I truly am! Oxox Love, your daughter!! Earlier this year I experienced how to control my anger and replace it with love! I am not sure how many of you out there deal with past issues that have left you with scars, hurts and unforgiveness?! But I am certainly a witness to all of the pains you've endured. Again, earlier this year I learned from my counselor how to view my own anger issues. She placed me in a large room with lots of props. She asked me to pick an item that represented my "anger". I searched in the toy chest and found a toy dragon. I placed it in front of my feet and she asked me to look for an item that represented my "love". I looked around and I spotted a glittery red box and placed it beside the ugly toy dragon. She asked me to describe the feeling that arose within me when I became angry- and I expressed how the "dragon" became very large and scared people. I continued to share that this overwhelming feeling didn't make me happy at all. She asked me what I could do to subside my anger? I told her I could love more! And I used the red box to stuff the dragon into and hide the ugly toy! I explained that if the red box became more prominent then anger would not have a major role in my emotions anymore. She was amazed at my description. And since that moment, I've been able to take that vision of the dragon stuffed in that red box and use it as my daily reminder when I feel angry. Today I sit here and humbly share my emotional issues with you and can honestly share that my "dragon" has been suffocated by my shiny "red box"! I love to love and share my heart with the hurting! I am an open book and transparent for those that know me personally. I have dealt with anger over past issues, and have learned that the only one that was really suffering was myself!! And I pray that none of you have to suffer! Remember to place your ugly dragon in a shiny red box, like I did. And watch your life turn around! Many blessings to you all!! Love you's!!❤️ 10:49am The Lord spoke- My Grace is sufficient enough- says The Lord. Hear that I Am the Almighty, and have great things for you. From here on out you are blessed, hear My steps to follow-the ever soft Voice- I will guide you! On this day, ask of Me and it shall be given to you. All that you ever asked or wanted. I am the Giver of gifts- you will have My gifts- I will bless you in front of many and you will have plenty. Give Me the glory. Show your love for others and ME, says The Lord. Keep Me first and the prize is at hand- I love you, My child- Go venture! I must say during this Holy week, I have had so much to reflect on in my life. I have to re-evaluate my relationships, my connections and my self worth- I have stood firm in who I am, and Who I truly belong to. I had to be reminded recently that during this season, God has opened the Windows of Heaven for my life. Although my life is not perfect, and never will I proclaim "perfection", I truly give thanks to God for the Grace over my life in all my imperfections.
God gave me a vision in my sleep last night, that I will share with you all. In this dream, I was at a fair of some sort on a sunny day. The clouds suddenly opened up mid-day and you could see the STARS- during the broad daylight, it also looked like it was night time. And a clear vessel was lifting millions of people like a vacuum. I saw adults going up, and even tiny babies. It was bright in nature. Then when the "vacuum" stopped and disappeared, a bright BLUE & WHITE IMAGE OF STAR OF DAVID appeared in the sky. And out loud, I gasped, and said "Oh my God, the Star of David!" As we went back to the fair festivities, I was standing next to an old friend of mine, Isaac, and we talked about this 'rapture' and we realized that we were 'left behind'. My spirit began to cry out! Are there areas in your life that you need to focus on and turn over to God? I must say this vision was for me and woke me from this mundane walk. I want a supernatural walk with God while I am I here on earth. I pray the same for each of you...."God, have your way with Your Children. Those of us that need more of You, and less of ourselves. Lord, there are many out there that are fearful in asking for Your Hand upon their lives. Bring the right people in their lives to direct them back to You! I pray all bondages or holds in their lives be broken, in your Mighty Name! Father, thank you for healing the broken! Thank you for answering this prayer for all those reading this right now! I pray this in your mighty name! Amen!" |
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